Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Dangerous Affair

Her eyes fluttered open and she gasped for breath. She gulped in some salty water before she realized that she was trapped below the sea. The corals were around her and there were tiny fish swimming by her but she had no time to admire; she was short of breath. As she struggled to untie her hands from the strong sailor knot, she kicked in every possible way to start swimming. The water was all green and blue, in some places they were extraordinarily dark, almost black. There were bright white light cutting right across all the green, blue, black in a lot of places showing her traces of sun and the direction in which she had to move in order to survive.

Only if Suzy would have been free she would have taken moments to admire all the nature's play with colours under the ocean. Right now, all she could think about was her need to untie her hands so that this does not turn out to be her last sight. If she had to choose her last sight she would rather see her daughter Mary playing happily with her ball in their lush green Romanian garden. She would want to nest in Tom's arms just one more time rather than freeze in the cold waters. Alas, people have no choice for their last sight. All they can do is think of  all the things that they love and that was exactly what Suzy was doing. She was sailing by all the faces that mattered in her life and re-living all the happy memories. But no, she can't be readying herself to die so soon. She brushed away all these thoughts and converged all her efforts into swimming to the surface of the sea. She kicked and pushed herself through the water. She didn't like the taste of salty water and she didn't want it to be the last thing in her stomach. She is a foodie, if she had to die now, she had to have warm nice food cooked in her absolutely fabulous kitchen that she had set-up so carefully through those years. If she had to die, she would rather have a nice hot roast chicken and fresh baked pie before saying adieu to the world. This was not the correct way to leave the earth, not yet.

The chill of the water was starting to get to her and she was starting to panic as she had too much water to drink, the salty acrid water of the sea that dotted her small town. She started to accept that this might be those dreaded last minutes that she didn't want them to be. But, giving up was not her nature. She pulled and stretched the rope but it only seemed to have gone tighter on her pale fragile hands. She kept cycling in the water like she had been taught in her swimming classes which she never took seriously and she did float up a bit but the ocean seemed to having an unending depth. Unless she unties her hand in the next few seconds she knows she will never breathe air above the waters again. She knows she has started crying now but cannot feel her tears as they obliterate in the brackish dark water.

Her throat seems to be choking up and her heart is beating so loud that she cannot hear anything but the continous loud thump against her chest. The water seems to be getting darker and darker and her eyes are too swollen to open anymore. She puts in her last bit by pulling her rope once more and kicks her legs sharply while trying to cry out loud. No one heard her cries as a few bubbles surfaced at the ocean surface where Clara stood to make sure that Suzy doesn't escape. Just an hour or half more and then she would grieve with Tom as he slowly becomes hers, forever.

© All Rights Reserved by Siddhangana Karmakar

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Persepolis

The Complete PersepolisThe Complete Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This is the first serious graphic novel that I have read, Tintin, Asterix wouldn't fall in the category of serious, I am guessing. It's very engaging, far greater than probably a non-graphic novel essentially because the characters are already personified and you don't have to struggle about putting a face to the character.
The novel itself gives a true reflection of a common person's life in Iran, through the years of struggle that the entire country went through and the escape that most people with financial back-up would have made.The later part of the novel where Marjane feels lost between Iranian and European culture can be well understood and I wish I could know what happened to her after her return to Europe.

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Monday, October 1, 2012

Sini's Life - 2

She got immersed in the movie while the neighbour's dog took advantage of her open door .... Oops

Sini's Life

The morning reads and coffee kept Sini going

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

For whom do you write?

I am not a regular writer but I am a regular reader. Yet I can't easily think of the next best thing to write. I am  mostly caught in the dilemma which is the name of this post, "For whom do you write?". I am frequently guided by my brain and that has never helped anyone in liberal arts or the fine.

My brain says this blog post needs to be positioned for a specific genre or niche set of readers. Else, there is no way to gain readers. This is so well-thought through by my experienced marketing brain. Yet my noble heart says that this blog was meant to be my path to express and give meaning to my love for books and stories. Both my heart and brain fight for a while and the brain comes out triumphant. What a pity!

I wish I could make the brain understand that it needs to support my heart as no great read has ever come out of a brain. It is always the pourings of a heart that strikes another and hence gains love from readers.

Dear Brain,

Why don't you rest once in a while. Why don't you think a little less, judge lesser and let me rule, once in a while. Science praises you not the arts. Let me lead sometimes! I have all the right to live and win.

Yours Beloved
Heart

So, then I can only wish that once in a while from now on I will pour from my heart because I write for the reader as well as my heart. Who do you write for?

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Story-telling without words ~ The Artist

A daring act. Telling a story with minimal words. When the entire world of directors are using technology, colour, dialogues to tell their story in films. Michel Hazanavicius has done the unthinkable. He has gone back in time and created a no-dialogue movie in black & white. What a perfect story he has told. He has achieved to keep his audience hooked for nearly 2 hours and grabbed all the coveted awards.



An incredible way to capture & express joy, tears & emotions. Its the history and love-story mixed well and presented well. 

It is not a movie meant for everyone but certainly meant for the ones who like stories being told in a different way. I loved it!